Last night I had an epiphany! I figured out my long term goals and what I wanted to do with my future! I sat with my notebook and put all my thoughts and plans down on paper. I went to bed mentally exhausted but excited about all the potential I saw.
Fast forward to tonight… I am afraid that just about anyone can do what I was considering. Maybe my creativity is not really that unique. Maybe I am not as good at design as I led myself to believe. Maybe I am wasting my time and energy.
I know that the biggest challenge to overcome is my own fear. I know that I am capable and I believe I have a gift for seeing beauty. I have always walked into homes and mentally rearranged furniture. I go to restaurants and think what I would do different with the menu and decor and food presentation. I find inspiration in so many places.
But, I have always been terrified of failure! I don’t just want to be good, I want to be the best! At everything I do!